Tuesday 25 January 2011

Today is just blah

I am due on anyday how do I know you may ask or you may assume that my cycles are regular well the signs are there
The spots are coming I can feel them
My head hurts
Stupid things are upsetting me
And last I feel like the worlds worst mother nothing I do for my children while in this state can be good enough in my opinion

At the moment I am just starting the nightmare cycle of pmdd and noticing the signs warning people to stay clear and I am still quite rational which in time u will see I am not at my worst times ..

Nothing is right today yet nothing is wrong either so here I am just going down the rollercoaster that is Pmdd I hope that as my lowest I still write and that it helps me
until later goodbye

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