Spent most of yesturday trying to keep a lid on things and its very draining but i think i just about managed , Today well thats another story and i completely lost it over my rent book of all things i couldnt find it and needed it for a form I was filling in , I threw the form and kicked the stairgate down ...did i feel any better no not one bit today i am full of rage nobody can do no right oh how i hate how the monster within gets out and starts to rule my life
Not sure what calms me and helps me chill out when i feel like this , I dont want to be on meds for 24/7 when i feel normal most of the time
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